Back

I just realized that old feeling is coming back little by little, which made things in daily life getting difficult. And then I came back blogging again.

The feeling of uncertainty is killing.

Corruption

Sometimes we're just imaging the situation that all those people were dismissed for bribing or abusing power or.....etc.
Corrupt people & corrupt place.....This is really annoying and disgusting.

Working in this kind of corrupt place, let the "imagination" fly would be the way to temporarily free our mind.

What a job

Except the nice view from the office, this job simply sucks.
Soso salary, dishonest people, gossipping, slandering, highly bureaucratic environment, and some irritating idiots. I'm getting more and more tired facing the hassle.

All these strange people

This is too complicated. Once I don't want to tolerate all these, and actually I don't have to do so, I would just go.

Yes, just go my own way.

A Dark World

Tired of the conflict in the office. What's the problem with all these people??? This is called "team work"?!?! Really hate the feeling that you have to be careful as anyone could be the backstabber. However, maybe it's my problem that I am not used to be in this kind of environment.

I must make up my mind to go my way.

Remote Control

One bad thing about MSN messenger:

The boss tried to remote-control you through it. Damn~~~!!

Be myself

Try not to be affected by those stupid things and stupid people....
Found myself really bad tempered. I should realise this long time ago.

I'm really tired of working with these public servants. They are just so.....unbelievable(?!?!)....well, don't know how to say, it's too complicated. But it is suffering to work with them unless you're all the same kind of people. Now I am surprised at myself working in government & national university for almost 1 year and tolerating all these ridiculous things.

Fortunately I am still complaining, which means that we are not the same kind of people.

Unfair

Really HATE the kind of person who is privileged only because he/she has some special relationship with the boss. So he/she can ask somebody to clock in & out for him/she but always a late comer, or just disappear anytime he/she wants without advanced notice and never complete the necessary procedures. And we're questioned just because we took 1 day off following every rule but unfortunately the boss wanted to talk to us on the day we're off.

Are you blind?!

Stupid guy yakking all the time........sigh.....Who do you think you are?!??!?!

Why...

Sometimes I just wonder why people are so insincere.....It is really frustrating that your friend is not honest to you at all and you found that she (he) could be someone who stabbed you in the back.

I hope I would not regret making this decision. I won't regret leaving but now I am not sure if accepting this is right.....

REALLY FRUSTRATED................

My Grandma....

Grandma got apoplexy last week, now in Neurology ICU of Chung-Ho Memorial Hospital, Kaohsiung Medical University.

New start?

Just read the articles I wrote LAST YEAR!!!!

Now I'm thinking that if I should blog again in BLOGGER.......Actually I didn't stop blogging after coming back from Singapore. I just do it on other website which is very popular in Taiwan now. Here is the link WRETCH (uh....This is in Chinese and I blog in Chinese...But you can still choose the English interface if you like. There are also my photo albums. )

Time really flies, doesn't it? It's already 2 years after I first went to Singapore, and it was also my first time to leave this small island. Sometimes I got mails from friends I met in Singapore, and suddenly strange feelings came up to me but it's difficult to tell that it's happy or sad or melancholy or something else. It's just so complicated that makes me feel that if I go to Singapore again, at the moment I land, I will cry in the airport. There were too many memories and I am not sure if I'd like to recall all of them. All the happiness, pain, suffering, difficulties, friendliness.....etc., I will never forget in my life time but now I don't really want to recollect all the things happened there, in south east Asia.

In the December in 2004, a friend from Germany came for a visit. Actually I didn't know him in Singapore but through the internet. He came for Paul van Dyk party and I went with him. I did have great fun that time and it was my last time in party after coming back from Singapore. The crowd, the clubs, pubs are getting worse and worse in Taiwan and also I could not find good party mates here as in Singapore. I really don't know what's wrong with the party scenes in Taiwan. I still can remember that this German friend told me that he felt that the crowd here are "terrified." I have to say that he's bloody right. That's exactly the reason I stop clubbing. You can see that MOS Taipei is closing. Drugs, illegal issues, awful music, not so good crowd....All these things just push the electronica lovers away and drag the public in a bad way. Now I think it's under the pressure of gangs and police. Close or not close? Anyway, it will close sooner or later and maybe someone will open a new club there but the same things will happen again. It's always like a circle that clubs open and close and open and close. The cycle will never end and the clubbers will never be truly accepted by the society. How sad it is!

Not too far last year, Eric from France came for a short vacation in December and we had a great night with some friends having a hot pot and spending our Christmas together. It's just wonderful to meet friends after such a long time - one and half a year!! Actually I feel sorry that I am too busy with my work in graduation exhibition that almost my whole final year should be packed with all these things like recording, editing, drawing, composing, thinking...etc. So I refused my German friend to go to a party taking photos as I was too busy......And also I don't really want to go along. But, frankly speaking, it's good to have such a busy life that I really can do the things I like to do except some boring classes that I need to make up for 1 year in NTU.

After writing all above, now I really think I will start blogging here again but of course I cannot guarantee that if it will last long or not.

Summer

No update for such a long time!!!!!!

So what have I done for the past few months??

Ok, first, I made an album. The album is called "Chrysanthemum Tryst" which is based on an ancient tale from Japan and China. I did scoring, shortening the original story, and CD book design. Anyway, did everything which is related to the album by myself and it really took me lots of time especially the scoring part. Also, in order to design the CD book, I also tried to learn sumi-e. Never thought that my first sumi-e would be produced under this kind of situation...

Second, made a very short 3D animation(about 1 minute). It's not a very good amination but quite cute, hahaha~~~And the model is based on myself, hahaha :D

And what....hm......oh, made up my mind applying for graduate school(music school) so now I'm preparing for the entrance exam~ A lit bit busy and stressful~
BTW, I may cancel the intern in August since they changed my intern period without anytime for me to reschedule summer break. So now there's clash in my schedule and I really have to cancel the intern :S

Hope the TA will let me cancel my intern and everything will be fine~

Long time!

Oh my god! I've been disappeared for almost 1 and half a month already........

But now I don't have energy to upload anything......:S
So far so good and the school just starts today :) Today I met the exchange student from NTU in Singapore and it seems like he's doing well now....should be ok I guess~

Anyway, too tired and read too many comics :P I've changed my hair style for quite some time but it's not new, I just changed it back to the old one which has been with me for almost 20 years - Black long straight hair with heavy fringe like Japanese doll~~~hahahahaha:D

Damned!!

I forgot to bring my mobile phone!!!!!!! Damned~~~
Was completely shocked when I was woken up by alarm clock and saw the clock of phone: "Shit!! 7:50!!!!"

Sigh...too hurry so forgot everything.......and I have appointment this evening!!!! Wish no one call me today especially about job and my friend won't forget the appointment tonight or I'll be in big trouble :(

Another Comics Day in Grace Cafe

Well, I didn't go to work yesterday. I am a lit bit tired of around 4 hours transportation everyday and the weather yesterday morning was so bad: 10 degree and rainy. My nose immediately felt the change of weather when I was woken up by alarm clock, and allergy began. So I knew that I won't be able to work for the whole day since once the allergy begins, it won't stop and will get more and more serious unless I go to bed. So, decided not to go and slept again. Finally woke up at 10am and my allergy stopped. Had a relaxing brunch, not like the working days that I have to hurry catching the bus and finish my breadfast on bus.

Actually, I had no idea about what I was going to do but only want to relax. In the end, decided to go to the campus bookstore to read some books and then Grace for afternoon tea with comics :)

After coming back from Grace and bought my dinner, it was already 6pm. So I sat in the lobby watching TV news. I am really sad about the tsunamis in south Asia. When I saw that Koh Phi Phi was almost destroyed by tsunami, I was shocked....I went there in April this year and it's such a paradise, I had great time there with good friends, but now everything just disappeard. Sigh...lives are so fragile....

However, I went to Grace again later with my friend Audrey since she was just off from class and asked me to go out to eat.......it seems like Grace is always the best choice even though the food is not good at all, but for it's atmosphere and comics. The owner still can recognise me even though she hasn't seen me for 1 year already...can imagine that how often I went there before :P


Okay....from this photo, can you see that her hair is gray? Hahahaha....she had a drama performance in the afternoon and her role is a Hakka old lady, so they spinkled toilet powder on her hair!!!!! Hahahaha.....but it's a pity that she has already removed the make-up :P


Old lady is sipping some hot tea...


Me again~I am happy because it's a relaxing day and no working!


Are you that happy to be an old lady?! hm........

Grace Cafe

Yesterday I finally met Rae after coming back from Singapore!!! Oh...more than 1 month already~

As usual, I decided to go to Grace Cafe, not because the food there is good (actually, the food is not so good....), but it's really a comfortable place, quiet and warm, home-like atmosphere and LOTS OF COMICS! Hehehehe.....

But I was quite tired yesterday since I went to dinner right after 1.5 hour busride and ran out of my energy after work. However, it is always great to get reunion with good friends :) We talked quite a lot about job and life and everything, had great time with Rae~~~ :D




Grace Cafe~Really a lovely place....but food could be improved though...


Rae~~~~


Me!!!!! Hm.....strange smile....


Rae and Tracy~ Uh....feel like my face is really big.....-,-"

And I also went to Grace Cafe with my friend, just for relax. Read lots of comics and very satisfied with it, hahaha :D

Hm...Audrey is a dog lover~And this photo of her looks like this:


Hahahahahahahaha~~~~~~:D

At last, another recent photo of myself~

Winter is finally coming~